As a wise friend once told me
I DONT GIVE A FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
thank you for these wise words XDD
Itsnever a good bye
but a very long see you later
for after you leave for your life to start
ill stay here knowin its not my time YEt to rule the world
so with that
ill keep my head high
my vnecks deep and low
knowin
time will come and go
when your back with me and we can laugh and live that show together
called life~
Ok im a lil shocked as any1 else
but lately ive ben having random emotions that come outof no were
ive ben mad in rage for no reason earlier
andnow
i just wanna cry
mayb cuz i stil havent cried ovr from alot of things
i hav the weirdest thing were i can hold emotions in for months and any more itll be a year
idk
mayb my body and mind just cnt handle holding the bullshit that never had a chance to come out
i just keep getting closer
being selfish to myself
ugh fuck these emotions
i dont know why i wasnt a heartless asshole
i dont know why i cant just not care
ugh
i must hav ben in my past life that im makin up for the heart i didnt hav b4? ha
idk
but
it would feel awesome right now
to just cry
ugh Damon Albarns sing to me
